SORRY BABY! i didn't contact you for so long...
pls dun anyhow think... rmb?
we said to go through everything together...
bear with me for awhile...
i still love you... but i couldn't find the time...
bear with it...
i love you...
muacks...
post ended@
8:50:00 AM
posted on December 21, 2009
Andy is angry at me. )':
Anyway he is baby sitting. haha.
K bye!
post ended@
4:06:00 PM
posted on December 20, 2009
Hello,
Andy told me his camp end today?
I guess.
But morning he didnt sms me...
Just now sms him, he no reply...
NVM! MSN-ed him no reply...
Still say tml want meet...zzz.
k bye!
post ended@
10:19:00 PM
posted on December 19, 2009
Hello.
Andy is still not feeling well...
OMG, really wish he will get well soon...
Once again, i dream of him....heheh.
The dream was abt, me wanted to buy a pair of slipper...
But i cant find orange one.
But i saw one blue and one green.
Wanted to buy.... Blue one for me Green one for him.
REally that slipper damn nice, and the colour oso damn nice...
Is at giant.... i took the blue colour one and hide it, cos only left one.
so in my dream i smsed andy to bring me go imm, went he come back from camp.
Haha, when i wake up, i was like thinking that i wanted to go imm, but i dono go there gdo wat.
Now i know. heheh..
k la. bye!
LOVE YOU.
post ended@
4:43:00 PM
posted on December 18, 2009
Today Andy is still sick....
He is resting at i dono where.
As for me, i pon-ed trg.
I had a dream....
The dream was i got lost at some where near marymount.
I dono got this place anot but ya, first one i tot of was andy.
Wanted to call him and ask the direction, suddenly i saw my sis and 2 cousin.
B4 i got lost, i went to Andy house...Then i went home alone, then i got lost.
I took mrt, waited for the mrt, i see the board, don have jurong east.
BCOS I SELDOM TAKE MRT, so i am unsure of alot of things.
THATS Y I DON TAKE MRT ALONE!
PLUS I DON TRAVEL ALONE!
i am hinting smth. but nvm
hahah...
K la, 181209.
3 more days!
I LOVE U. Today is 6 weeks anniversary.
post ended@
5:05:00 PM
posted on December 17, 2009
Today 171209.
4 more days.
I realise Andy edit his blog.
But didnt post.
Today Andy FEVER. omg, 38.3
He went to see doctor.
Hope he recover soon!
I MISS YOU!
post ended@
11:00:00 PM
posted on December 16, 2009
Hello. today is 161209.
5 more days.!
I MISSS YOU.
He today went back to Yishun for lion dance.
K la, hmmm, bye bye. i am tired.
post ended@
6:06:00 PM
posted on December 15, 2009
Hello.
Tell u all smth...
Me and andy went back smsing again!
Haha, he miss me, thats y...
So ya, sms.
Hmmm, today is 151209
6 more days!WOO HOO!
Fast fast pass.
k la, thats all for today.
Bye bye, I LOVE ANDY ANG ZHENG XU.
(:
post ended@
9:11:00 PM
posted on December 14, 2009
Hello, today is 141209.
Count down to 211209
Which still have 7 more dayS.
Omg, i wonder how long can i hold.
Today when i woke up, i saw Andy's message.
I was think should i reply, but i fell back asleep.
Then i think, i think i shouldnt reply, cos we alr say hao, we stop smsing awhile.
Ya, (:
I miss him, ytd night i cant sleep, thinking abt him.
But he is sleeping soundly. yeah? hahah
ok la, thats all for today's post. bye!
I MISS YOU!
post ended@
5:49:00 PM
Hello
Andy now at camp, sleeping on the floor.
Today will be the last day i sms him.
Until 21 dec, monday.
Think he will be busy, so don fan him. haha.
Hey girls out there, oso don sms him if nth important k?
I will be unhappy de. haha. Anyway, i wont leave his blog dead.
k la, gtg bye bye.
post ended@
12:02:00 AM
posted on December 13, 2009
Andy is out for camp.
So me, his GF will help him to post.
Ytd he was suppose to call me, but he didnt.
Ended up he went to bed, plus today morning he still late.
Actually meet him at 9am, but in the end 10plus then meet.
Went to marina square, walk to suntect.
Wasted time in arcade, wt* right...
Then sent him to take cab, as for me go walk walk. then took bus 111.
He still busy now, i guess.
Cos he haven sms me.
Tml he will be back to Yishun cos lion dance.
Then he will be back again to the camp. Until 21?
Just did smth, my finger damn pain...
Just so foolish to did it, ended useless.
k la bye!
post ended@
12:20:00 AM
posted on December 11, 2009
Hi, i am here to post.
So long didnt help Andy to post le, cos i very long never use com le.
On 091209
We went to wild wild wet.
All tgt there are 4 ppl.
At 930am. Meet at Bouna vista mrt.
Train down to Redhill, eat breakfast.
Took 5 down to down town east.
At abt 1plus 2, we went in..
WAOH, i first time go... haha.
One word to xing rong FUN.
I don like the sun tan part.
I become very black.
Bath finish 6pm plus.
Went to eat mee sua.
Then slack awhile at ehub.
Took 5 back to tiong.
Walked to tiong park.
I played swing while i dono wat did Andy did.
Then walked to find toilet, cos Andy needed it.
Then took 145 to commanwealth.
Slack awhile.We did smth that we shouldnt do.Don think sick...
Haha, think abt it.Alr 11 plus le...
I missed 2 bus.
In the end i took cab home, While Andy took mrt.
Then ya, Fun!
Just realise we didnt talk on the phone for very long alr, and just realise andy did not post for very long alr.
Today is our 5th week. (:
I LOVE YOU ALWAY <3.
plus I ALWAYS LOVEYOUMORE THAN YOU LOVE ME.
post ended@
9:06:00 PM
posted on December 08, 2009
Andy is out for trg, i guess.
Either trg or counseling bah...
I was sick, so didnt went for trg, and Andy haven sms me yet.
Ytd night i told him when he wake up sms me, so now i still waiting for his message...
I am sleepy, cos i took 2 pills, when i suppose to take only one.
Hmmm, k la bye!
post ended@
6:01:00 PM
posted on December 06, 2009
GOOD EVENING! I am not andy again.
Today first month anniversary.
Didnt meet, he got trg after that he got family event.
Didnt talk on the phone.
He is tired.So i let him sleep.
Tml he is suppose to meet me at 9 at my house de bus stop.
Wish he will not be late. (:
k la, thats all folks.
I LOVE U.
post ended@
11:06:00 PM
posted on December 05, 2009
ANDY!
Its not him that post again, its me!
Yesterday, Andy said he would reach home house downstair at 9.
And u know wat?
He sms me at 7plus.and said he would be late.
So when i woke up i saw the message, i smsed him.
Tot he would be somewhere on his way.
But hu knows I miss called him and smsed him like nobody business.
He is sleeping like a pig!
Finally, i got him on the phone, he said he go bath.
So i waited awhile, then i go bath.
When i am done, i smsed him.
NO REPLY!
Waited until11plus.
He answered.
And told me to go Yishun.
WTH!
Its was raining heavily.
I stand and waited for the bus to come, 15mins.
Walked to the mrt, standed for 1hour.
Walk to inter took 806. stand all the way...
Walk up the stairs.
Then he still on his bed, lai chuang.
Until 330 plus he still don wan go.
Then ya, in the end late. =.='
Walked to holiday inn.
Then got seperated from there.
He took cab down to his aunt shop to return DVD.
Then go find Jiarong play bball.
Then he stopped sms me, without telling me wat happen.
Same as the Lan that day lor.
In the end is playing MahJong at jiarong house with Mu hui. cos i heard he sound when i called andy.
Angry.
But nevermind, i so good. FORGIVE but NEVER FORGET!
He say he reach home call me, if like that i can wait for forever.
Tml will be our one month, sad cant meet but andy so sweet.
He gave me smth, haha, secret.
I LOVE YOU, although many things happen and i don quite like it.
You must change hor. <3
post ended@
11:50:00 PM
posted on December 04, 2009
Hello!
I am not Andy, i am his baby. LOL
k, random.
Today, Andy woke up at 1plus.
And smsed me, he tot my trg started, but i was still at tiong.
Its raining, damn cold at the place where me and my friend slack.
Hope i wish andy was there with me. ^^
When i reach sch, he told me he couldnt meet me le.
My heart sang.
Its ok, cos the couseling ppl going his house.
Train train train.
I went home alone.
Now Andy is still not done with the couseling ppl.
Today is our 4th week.
Tml we meeting, but sad only can meet until 6.
Cos i got family gathering at holiday inn hotel, park view.
(:
Now is 9.46pm, Andy is still not done!
ARGH! SILLY PIGGY<3STUPID IDIOT MORON BASTARD.
post ended@
9:49:00 PM
posted on December 03, 2009
HeHe, i am here to piost.
Not sure will Andy post lata not.
But yeah, i help him in case he no post.
Today He woke up late for his Dental appointment.
Oh ya, Btw ytd got wrong day, his aunt told him the wrong date for it.
After that, he went to counseling.
After that he went for trg.
Now buying food.
HAha, k, i go blog my own blog le, bye!
LOVE YOU!
post ended@
11:02:00 PM
posted on December 02, 2009
Andy is out again, i am here to post again...
He had Dental Appointment.
After that he going for counseling.
After that he still have to go for trg.
This is why we cant meet.(:
His whole day was packed/filled with stuff.
As for a caring and a kind soul, i should be neither angry nor sad.
Hope he today faster reach home faster call me.
So long never hear his voice le, abit miss it.
Actually oso not long la, 34 hours only ma.
I can tahan de. (:
No matter what, i will still love you more than u love me.<3
post ended@
2:22:00 PM
posted on December 01, 2009
I am sorry- to Andy.
I made you unhappy.
But i was angry ytd night very.
Plus sad and worried.
You actually went to LAN without telling me.
You said i will call me, but u didnt.
I spammed 120 message, miss call 15.
YOu woke me up by calling me, i cant get back to sleep.
nvm, don talk abt this le.(:
today, i oso don wan talk abt it.
I think took ur care for me for granted.
Now i cant used to u not caring me.
Last time, is u treat me so good.
Now turn the other way le.
I cant afford to lose u...
I LOVE YOU.
ANdy now is at his friend house dono doing what...
HE not calling me and not meeting me.
THE reason for call is cos he at his friend house.
As in meet, i dono. he never tell me.
I now sad.
Chey forget it if i sad anot.
Andy happy can liao.^^
post ended@
11:32:00 PM
posted on November 29, 2009
here i am...
to post yesterday de stuff...
went to sentosa with jiarong + my gf + nelly...
sun-tan + swimming + water wrestling...
hahas... after that bathe...
waited for bok hui at vivo...
he came while we taking nap at vivo exit...
went to meet him...
then took bus to buona vista...
went cc play basketball...
left cc at 11...
sent my silly home... then send jirong and bok to mrt station...
went to take bus to bukit batok...
then missed last bus and train...
no choice... cab home...
reach home called her...
talk on phone till both fell asleep...
ya... then nothing le ba...
i guess...
hahaas...
ok... byebye... Stupid idiot moron bastard <3Silly clumsy piggy
post ended@
11:33:00 PM
posted on November 28, 2009
3rd week anniversary
Woohoo~
finally got photos...
post ended@
5:58:00 AM
posted on November 26, 2009
Hello.
Just came here to say that Andy's internet sot sot.
Saded, this causes him cannot use com, cannot use phone.
Plus his prepaid low, I very sad.
Waited him for the whole day, ended up, only can sms awhile.
K nvm, forget it bah.
)': I LOVE YOU more than you love me, thats all i can say.
post ended@
11:58:00 PM
posted on November 25, 2009
Moodless
Fcuked!
when can the words on the photo mean something?
brothers lie? wtf?
how could i be so stupid to believe that you would study?
its not the 1st time you are caught playing basketball when you're suppose to be at training...
am i not being good by shutting my mouth?
nvm... anyway...
today woke up... super late to meet gf... sad...
rushed down to batok meet her... still earlier than her...
hahas... took 852 back yishun...
meeet up with bok hui, mu zi and jia rong...
went up to my place play mahjong...
won $11... after all still must go into my gf's pocket...
hahas... then went training... no choice have to ps my gf...
pei her wait for bye... and send her off when bus come...
sad that she has to go...
and the saddest thing is... today neva really sweet sweet with her...
thanks to my greediness in sleeping...
Baby~ i'm super sorry~
i really love you & i'm always missing you...
everynight craving that you're sleeping beside me... Stupid Idiot Moron Bastard LoveSilly Piggy
NBCCB... Andy Ang Zheng Xu<3 Pearlyn Chua Si Xuan 37%...
Zzz... Andy<3Si Xuan 01%...
wtf!!!
Nvm la baby...
01% still stand a chances...
Lets show Dr.Love how we walk through our life hand in hands... Stupid Idiot Moron Bastard <3 Silly Piggy
post ended@
12:58:00 AM
posted on November 24, 2009
home from camp...
home from camp... so budget... next time can dun go, i sure dun go... anyway, reached home... sleep... then now awake... nothing to say liao... Stupid idiot moron bastardlove silly piggy
post ended@
9:02:00 PM
HELLO!
Andy has came back from the camp.
AWW, he is sick.
He went to see the doctor just now.
I think lata he still need to go see again...
I hope he will recover soon.(:
LOVE LOVE.
I love you more then i can say.
`take care.
post ended@
5:46:00 PM
posted on November 23, 2009
Once again i am here to help andy post.
He is out for his stupid camp.
Thats quite sad for me.
Ytd i went to find him at Yishun.
Waited for him for abt 30mins.
Then still have to walk to the interchage, waited.
He came after 5 mins plus or so.
Took bus to the dono where, waited.
After that move on to his house.
MahJong, saded didnt play real money.
He send me home by cabbing home.
Walk to the playground, sweet sweet there.
Then homed.
As for andy, he go jiarong place and stay over.
Cos no train nor bus, i think, plus his slipper, damn lousy.
He stupid, went to the skate park at queenstown.
And got lost but he found back his way.
He finally reached.
He went to the ABC market eat.
After that he go back and fall asleep.
He today need to reach woodland at 10am.
I think he now at wild wild wet.
K la bye! I love stupid idiot moron bastard!
post ended@
3:16:00 PM
posted on November 21, 2009
Hello!
I am not andy, he is outside watching lion dance.
Just helped him did some editing in his blog.
But his code seems to be so messy, alot of extra things.
Anyway i think he changing his blog skin le.
k la, i think stop crapping here le. Silly Piggy♥Stupid Idiot Moron Bastard.
post ended@
7:26:00 PM
posted on November 18, 2009
18.nov
Baby...
i love your spam msg...
imagine i would recieve these msg everyday...
i'll sure be flying high in the skies...
Baby...You made me smiles when i read your msg!!!
Today... went buona vista early in the morning...jus to meet her... on my way there... found out she jus wake up... then she sure late de... GOD! she late 1hr! lols... rotted at mrt station waiting... nvm... shouldn't complain also... so its not consider complaining ar~ hahas... so she came... bring me walk to bus-stop... took 106 to bukit batoh... i notice recently always bukit batoh de... then its still early so go shopping centre slack at the exit>.< then chit-chatted there... till her friend msg her... then went off to take 189... and trust me... neva trust a girls sense of directions... its always true... almost gotten lost at batoh... lucky we blessed lol tian gong ye ye took pity on me... hahas... found the way... then meet up with her friend... i emo 1 corner till i fell asleep... lols... slept 1hr then she woke me up... lucky didn't flare up... but i talk without thinking... alot of things jus come out very straight forwardly... and its shocked her... cos i'm not like that de... i meant infront of her la... felt so bad lor... like kind of affect her mood... then i apologise... after that took bus back to interchange and went to eat subway... after eating she allow me go play Mt3
played my evo... 2 rounds at time zone... then head back to exit... chit-chatted again... found out she has small eyes like mine... damn happy... thought my species extincted... but i jus found 1... carry on chatting till her friend come... then her friend tempted me to smoke... but she dun allow me to T_T sad sia... afterawhile her friend go buy things... after awhile... send her home... waited for her to get changed... ate chicken chop while waiting... that stupid aunty's fault i order chicken cutlet... she serve me with chicken chop... zzz... nvm la... over liao... after eating not long... she came down... took bus 111 with her jus to send her go for her school de dunnoe what dinner concert... then head back yishun... went training... spoil my own mood... shouldn't have gone... aiya... i also go liao no point kpkb... then head home sleep 2 hours... now awake and i'm talking on the phone with her... hahas! ok gtg... byebye... I think the LIKE has turned in to LOVE...
today woke up at 10... lay at bed rot till 10.45... Go bathe... then went out with AhMa... go northpoint eat $1.80 chicken rice... went for a smoke then head for work... reached work area late hahas... not very late but still late lols... get so focus working that the special person came spy on me i also dunnoe... didn't even notice that she smsed me... cos phone was on silent and wasn't with me... finish the wrapping part liao, read msg then noe she at my working area... reply her with the shocked feeling... then carry back on working... after finish the arranging part... when to the toilet... bum into her on the way... SURPRISED! then she started ask me buy cig for her... so stupid right... make me feel like a bad guy... then instead i gave her and her friend cig... so dumb >.< lols! then head back.... nothing do... aunty ask me change price tag... then half change half watch transform... then do do do until 5.30... stomach hungry... the spy still around there... then i ask her to follow... then we walk to the hawker centre... along the way... i felt like an idiot... maybe i am 1... the 1 idiot that brought 2 bananas in pyjamas out... they walked so slow, worse than my turtle... nvm... reached hawker centre buy red bean soup for my aunty... and i buy fried sliced fish soup... somemore buy 2 packets of cig... 1 for them... 1 to refill mine... then head back to aunty shop and eat... after eating... do some checking and scannings... Dismissal... lols... meet are that spy at the bus stop... pei her take bus send her home... then ar... neva trust her sense of direction... because almost get lost... then pei her slack slack... then send her home... She is way better than what i asked for...
Today went lion dance... Helped out Zhong Hwa Hui... From toa payoh to dunnoe where then to Bukit Batok and then went back to toa payoh... Drenched in the rain during journey twice... Sms someone hiding in a plastic bag thats full of holes... Actually dried... Then the raindrops dripped into the holes... making my pants wet till can see through into my P.E pants... But at least neva wet my phone...
Took this photo with my dear brother julian after urinating in public... *Ahem* Dun suspect too much... Its public 'Toilet' ha! Think too much right? Serve you right for anyhow think... In the end sick... having headaches yet have to entertain the someone... That someone lor... you dunnoe de... only me, god, her parents, her sis, her dog, her friends, and her relatives noe her... Dun bother to ask cos i won't open my mouth, or else that solid sliver spoon will drop out... Now on the phone with that someone... I wan to be with her...
Farewell my "Doggy"...
thanks for trying your best to satisfy me...
like you say, you couldn't be always using me as a passport... well here comes your freedom... i'm leaving this group... moving on to find back my past, the one who is cheerful, freely and filled with lots of patience... please be more filial to your grandma... old ppl deserve respect, care, concern... if you dun respect, care, concern them... who will... they are the ones who have seen you grow up... dun disappoint them... try to be more serious during training... that are times for fun and serious... bear it in mind... take care & goodbye... see you during lion dances and any outings...
Thanks for being the closest bro...
Thanks for being there, listening quietly all the while when i'm speaking my heart and my thinking... you are one that i hardly find any unsatisfaction from... i'm sorry about Jacelin, my bad... i shouldn't have open my bloody mouth... anyway... stay happy with the rest when i'm gone... take care & goodbye... see you during lion dances and any outings...
Thanks for being a good bro all this while...
sorry to say... but i'm leaving this group... ever since i made the promise to you, i've been ganged up helplessly most of the time... i couldn't do anything back then but endure... when i'm serious, jokes and craps are my answers... slowly, my patience reached the limit... but no one sees it... they've only spotted my oncoming foul-mood and after all my hard work of helping everyone in need, no one appreciated it, instead ignoring, isolating, blaming and hating comes... all this are hurting me deep inside, some nights cry while i'm sitting on my bed... i tried asking for the permission to break the promise, hope-ing it will turn things around... but you've neva gave it to me... i've listened to what you ask for, done what i'm suppose to do... but i've found out i'm no longer the cheerful Andy i used to be... so i guess maybe by leaving this group, i can find back the old Andy i used to be... the one who live cheerfully and freely... so take cares & goodbye... we will still see each other... but only during lion dances and any outings...
why am i cherishing this group?i wonder!i can't feel the freedom of speaking...i'm the one that is always thinking about others' feelings, but noone is actually caring about my feelings... i feel like i'm the one being left out... wtf is this happening to me... everytimes someone starts a quarrel... i'm the only one giving in... i'm also a human-being... why can't anyone appreciate my love and concern shown to them? its like FUCKING hurting when the group of friends that you shown love and concern gang up on you... they speak as freely and hurtful as you can ever imagine, but whenever i did that they jus showed their FUCKING anger at me... its FUCKING unfair to me... speaking about anger, they can show anger to me but i can't... and all i can do is to endure it... enduring it will only cause me to explode my emotion one day... but noone actually see it... noone actually say:"hey stop it, its very unfair to andy"i'm the only one saying such things to protect the ones that are being ganged...its like i have always been there for them, but yet noone was there for me...some nights after i said somethings hurtful... i will be sitting on my bed thinking back to it, "shit! i shouldn't have said that... its too harshful towards them" and even some nights when i recieve phone calls hearing that they are facing problems in their lives, i would comfort them and give out solutions... i mean like isn't this suppose to be out from a friend? rather getting ganged up on... yes! gang up on others might be fun... but try being the one that is being ganged up all the times... maybe a few times might be ok... but think of it, ALL THE FUCKING TIMES... is it fair? ask yourself... trying being in my shoe... done so much for a group... yet treated this way... those that knows how to think, THINK! if you were me what could have happen? Flare up right? explode right? well thats the weak me... i can't, i can't bear to explode and cause everyone's mood to be a 180degree change... and there are people in this group claim themself to be mature -_-"' but they look at things in their own ways... they speak of what they thought without thinking whether that is the truth anot... trying to correct them will lead to a minor quarrel... i mean like, WHAT CAN I DO? correct your mistake equal quarrel... let you be i will be ganged up... what to do if you were me? both way dead end... so i rather get ganged up, swallowing the hardship rather than spoiling moods of the rest... worst there are people in this group... no self opinion... follow blindly of what the others are thinking... so this is what its called? FRIENDSHIP? wtf? ganging with the rest leaving the one being ganged alone without helping? if this is what you think wake up you bloody idea... one day you will be the one thats being ganged on without any help... noone will treat you as a friend cause this is what you taught them...
why am i cherishing this group?
i wonder!
i can't feel the freedom of speaking...
i'm the one that is always thinking about others' feelings, but noone is actually caring about my feelings... i feel like i'm the one being left out... wtf is this happening to me... everytimes someone starts a quarrel... i'm the only one giving in... i'm also a human-being... why can't anyone appreciate my love and concern shown to them? its like FUCKING hurting when the group of friends that you shown love and concern gang up on you... they speak as freely and hurtful as you can ever imagine, but whenever i did that they jus showed their FUCKING anger at me... its FUCKING unfair to me... speaking about anger, they can show anger to me but i can't... and all i can do is to endure it... enduring it will only cause me to explode my emotion one day... but noone actually see it... noone actually say:"hey stop it, its very unfair to andy"
i'm the only one saying such things to protect the ones that are being ganged...
its like i have always been there for them, but yet noone was there for me...
some nights after i said somethings hurtful... i will be sitting on my bed thinking back to it, "shit! i shouldn't have said that... its too harshful towards them" and even some nights when i recieve phone calls hearing that they are facing problems in their lives, i would comfort them and give out solutions... i mean like isn't this suppose to be out from a friend? rather getting ganged up on... yes! gang up on others might be fun... but try being the one that is being ganged up all the times... maybe a few times might be ok... but think of it, ALL THE FUCKING TIMES... is it fair? ask yourself... trying being in my shoe... done so much for a group... yet treated this way... those that knows how to think, THINK! if you were me what could have happen? Flare up right? explode right? well thats the weak me... i can't, i can't bear to explode and cause everyone's mood to be a 180degree change... and there are people in this group claim themself to be mature -_-"' but they look at things in their own ways... they speak of what they thought without thinking whether that is the truth anot... trying to correct them will lead to a minor quarrel... i mean like, WHAT CAN I DO? correct your mistake equal quarrel... let you be i will be ganged up... what to do if you were me? both way dead end... so i rather get ganged up, swallowing the hardship rather than spoiling moods of the rest... worst there are people in this group... no self opinion... follow blindly of what the others are thinking... so this is what its called? FRIENDSHIP? wtf? ganging with the rest leaving the one being ganged alone without helping? if this is what you think wake up you bloody idea... one day you will be the one thats being ganged on without any help... noone will treat you as a friend cause this is what you taught them...